I’m scheduled to see the doc on Monday, which alone terrifies me, but I’m sure she will order diagnostic mammograms and u/s and then probably a biopsy. I had a late miscarriage in September after IVF, so I’m convinced that plus the hormones I was in gave me cancer. I’m a lot older too (hence the IVF), so prime age for BC. I am terrified. I didn’t feel it earlier in the week, and last night I did. I am paralyzed with fear I have cancer and will leave my kids motherless. I can’t understand how lumps aren’t cancer. It moves but isn’t squishy. Help. I didn’t sleep at all last night and the HA is red-lining. I keep adding up all the other “symptoms” I’ve felt since the m/c too (like these hot/cold nerve sensations along my rib cage, back and armpit area, and the swollen lymph nodes in that same armpit after my first covid vax in January, but they went away within a few days.) Please help. I feel sick.