Crazyfewweeks
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Hey all,
Let me start by saying that I’ve suffered since I was a teenager with anxiety. I was medicated for a couple years around 19, but then I was able to cope without medication until recent circumstances.
In Sept 2017 I quit my career which felt like it was spiralling to travel Europe and then to work overseas with an Irish visa. I was very excited for the first time in years to persue something new. After my travels around Europe I spent the next 6 weeks working out my immigration papers in Ireland. When I finally received my residency permit I got a phone call at the end of February that my dad wasn’t feeling too good and there was some concern that he wasn’t going to make it, so I decided to come home to Canada. This was shocking because he was fine when I left. Im going to skip ahead here.. he was diagnosed with stage 4 lymphoma cancer. He was released from the hospital feeling better and we had hope from his oncologist that he’d beat it after our initial meeting.
We had mixed doctors opinions though and I didn’t feel confident that his outcome was good after seeing his physical state. I helped with home care for about 2 1/2 months, but sadly he spent the last few weeks in hospital in quite a bit of pain and not be able to communicate the last days as the cancer spread to the brain along with an infection.
Fast forward mid a June I started to develop oral thrush shortly after booking my flight back to Ireland. My doctor says it’s stress related, but thanks to online research I have it my head that there is an underlining disease. The only strange comfort and odd coincidence is that my sister has it as well. I’ve been taking an oral antibiotic and 5 days in im feeling quite sick with stomach issues and nausea. Now I have become absolutely narcotic in thinking there is something worse going on that it’s more then side effects to meds and stress. I cancelled my flight due to feeling both sick and now I’m getting additional blood work done other than my CBC and auto differentials. Through those tests it was discovered I had hypothyroidism and follow up resulted that the meds weren’t working.
I felt like I was dealing with the loss of my father quite well, but now my super paranoia about health has kinda ****** me up. Has anyone had anxiety that has caused such physical symptoms?
Let me start by saying that I’ve suffered since I was a teenager with anxiety. I was medicated for a couple years around 19, but then I was able to cope without medication until recent circumstances.
In Sept 2017 I quit my career which felt like it was spiralling to travel Europe and then to work overseas with an Irish visa. I was very excited for the first time in years to persue something new. After my travels around Europe I spent the next 6 weeks working out my immigration papers in Ireland. When I finally received my residency permit I got a phone call at the end of February that my dad wasn’t feeling too good and there was some concern that he wasn’t going to make it, so I decided to come home to Canada. This was shocking because he was fine when I left. Im going to skip ahead here.. he was diagnosed with stage 4 lymphoma cancer. He was released from the hospital feeling better and we had hope from his oncologist that he’d beat it after our initial meeting.
We had mixed doctors opinions though and I didn’t feel confident that his outcome was good after seeing his physical state. I helped with home care for about 2 1/2 months, but sadly he spent the last few weeks in hospital in quite a bit of pain and not be able to communicate the last days as the cancer spread to the brain along with an infection.
Fast forward mid a June I started to develop oral thrush shortly after booking my flight back to Ireland. My doctor says it’s stress related, but thanks to online research I have it my head that there is an underlining disease. The only strange comfort and odd coincidence is that my sister has it as well. I’ve been taking an oral antibiotic and 5 days in im feeling quite sick with stomach issues and nausea. Now I have become absolutely narcotic in thinking there is something worse going on that it’s more then side effects to meds and stress. I cancelled my flight due to feeling both sick and now I’m getting additional blood work done other than my CBC and auto differentials. Through those tests it was discovered I had hypothyroidism and follow up resulted that the meds weren’t working.
I felt like I was dealing with the loss of my father quite well, but now my super paranoia about health has kinda ****** me up. Has anyone had anxiety that has caused such physical symptoms?