Rainbowguy
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Hi all.
I just signed up to the forum, a little about me:
I've had anxiety disorder for a little over 3 months now, it started of as a huge panic attack 2x 4 hours, and then my thoughts kinda snowballed into a disorder.
I got the panic attacks under control, i'm having 1-2 a week now from 2-3 daily.. Phew.. But health anxiety is getting the best of me at the moment.
Does anyone else have the fear of "going crazy" especially psychosis and schitzofrenia is scaring the **** out of me.
So from thinking so much about it and being scared my body started fabricating symptoms. I'm "hearing voices" which is just background noise that i'm REALLY focused on and i get these sudden feelings of derealisation "i'm going crazy", which is making me believe that i'm starting to have a psychosis.
Google basicly made everything worse xD
2 psychologists, my doctor, another doctor, a handful of nurses and everyone around me tells me it's just anxiety, i just can't seem to convince myself that it's just anxiety, it's like i'm wishing for it to be my worst nightmare, does it make sence? I think not..
Goddamn anxiety is illogical and confusing.
Anyways.
Thanks for letting me onboard.
-RBG
I just signed up to the forum, a little about me:
I've had anxiety disorder for a little over 3 months now, it started of as a huge panic attack 2x 4 hours, and then my thoughts kinda snowballed into a disorder.
I got the panic attacks under control, i'm having 1-2 a week now from 2-3 daily.. Phew.. But health anxiety is getting the best of me at the moment.
Does anyone else have the fear of "going crazy" especially psychosis and schitzofrenia is scaring the **** out of me.
So from thinking so much about it and being scared my body started fabricating symptoms. I'm "hearing voices" which is just background noise that i'm REALLY focused on and i get these sudden feelings of derealisation "i'm going crazy", which is making me believe that i'm starting to have a psychosis.
Google basicly made everything worse xD
2 psychologists, my doctor, another doctor, a handful of nurses and everyone around me tells me it's just anxiety, i just can't seem to convince myself that it's just anxiety, it's like i'm wishing for it to be my worst nightmare, does it make sence? I think not..
Goddamn anxiety is illogical and confusing.
Anyways.
Thanks for letting me onboard.
-RBG
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