Hi everyone,
I have to share this with someone before I go insane.
I have bone pain all over my body for 2 weeks.
My fingers, wrists, arm... knees, legbones, ankles even my toes hurt.
I dont even have to move they just hurt. Sometimes stabbing pain sometimes feel like bruised and sometimes burnng feeling.
Never felt something like this before.
I will have a blood test next week and a brain MRI next month due to facial pain issues and I am really scared that this is some kind of a metastases to the bones.
I am so scared yet so embarrased to go to the doctor because I feel like they will think I am a complete fool.
And I am: yesterday I went to my favourite cafe and I ate a really really nice piece of cake thinking I'm gonna die soon anyway so putting on some weights wont hurt.
I have a really loving boyfriend who tries everything to make me feel better. And I try so hard not to complain to him but obviously he can see when I'm not good.
When I tell him my actual "problem" I feel so stupid. I'm just 28 years old and I live in this insanity.
How can something feel so scary yet so stupid at the same time?
I have to share this with someone before I go insane.
I have bone pain all over my body for 2 weeks.
My fingers, wrists, arm... knees, legbones, ankles even my toes hurt.
I dont even have to move they just hurt. Sometimes stabbing pain sometimes feel like bruised and sometimes burnng feeling.
Never felt something like this before.
I will have a blood test next week and a brain MRI next month due to facial pain issues and I am really scared that this is some kind of a metastases to the bones.
I am so scared yet so embarrased to go to the doctor because I feel like they will think I am a complete fool.
And I am: yesterday I went to my favourite cafe and I ate a really really nice piece of cake thinking I'm gonna die soon anyway so putting on some weights wont hurt.
I have a really loving boyfriend who tries everything to make me feel better. And I try so hard not to complain to him but obviously he can see when I'm not good.
When I tell him my actual "problem" I feel so stupid. I'm just 28 years old and I live in this insanity.
How can something feel so scary yet so stupid at the same time?