ThankfulJen
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So, I guess I will begin with some history. I am newly 43, slightly overweight, and trying to quit smoking. I have dealt with major anxiety since I was around 32 years old. General anxiety, since I was 19. I go through major episodes and then a year or two of relief. The worst that I dealt with was when I was about 34 and was averaging the doctors office twice a week, thinking I had some horrible desease. Unable to eat or drink. Unable to sleep. I never thought I would get through it. But I did.
Fast forward to today or rather these past 5 years. 5 years ago I started experiencing heart palps although most people would say that is a racing heart so more accurately an irregular heartbeat. And I mean continuous as in 3 days at a time nonstop. I went to the doctor and she said everything seemed fine and as we get older these things tend to happen but she did all the tests, blood work, ultrasound, xray, EKG, to give me peace of mind. Everything came back normal. They finally went away. They do tend to come back when I have very stressful days, when I have lack of sleep, or when I take a hit off of a primatene inhaler.
These last two months my anxiety has reared its ugly head with my mother moving to another town, sickness in the family, and my husband losing his job. I have been waking up here and there with a racing heart and this seems new although maybe I just never noticed before. As you know, our anxiety makes us super focused on physical happenings much more than normal. My irregular heartbeat has reared its ugly head again. I can't seem to convince myself that this is nothing new. Instead my head says this is different or rather the anxiety. I went to the doctor again. A new one and she said she was sure it was anxiety and prescribed me Buspir 15 MG for morning and evening. Also a beta blocker to take once a day. The beats got more regular and was only feeling a hiccup here and there. Then, a week later, back again and after two days of non stop skipped beats Dr. Google convinced me I needed to go to the emergency room as I was in danger of a stroke. The emergency doctor was kind and proactive. He had me on an EKG. He took my blood. He did an xray. He told me my bloodwork was great. My heart looked great. My lungs looked great. He told me if things got worse to come back and he would get me taken care of. But the irregular heartbeats kept going and all I could think was I should have told him irregular heartbeats instead of palpitations. A week later and they seem to come and go. Sometimes they happen after I eat. Sometimes they just show up out of nowhere. Sometimes I have a whole day without them. I haven't had any major anxiety since the emergency room visit. But the voice in the back of my mind says if this goes on I will surely die. I don't currently have insurance. I can't get on medicaid because of my husband's unemployment. Can anyone relate or does anyone have any advice? Could this be hormonal? Does anyone have any suggestions? I should also add that I have started taking magnesium which seems to have calmed them but not completely eliminated them. I can feel them fluttering in my chest as I write this.. woke up with them today and it is such an uneasy feeling.. I am desperate for any support or advice. Thank you!!
Fast forward to today or rather these past 5 years. 5 years ago I started experiencing heart palps although most people would say that is a racing heart so more accurately an irregular heartbeat. And I mean continuous as in 3 days at a time nonstop. I went to the doctor and she said everything seemed fine and as we get older these things tend to happen but she did all the tests, blood work, ultrasound, xray, EKG, to give me peace of mind. Everything came back normal. They finally went away. They do tend to come back when I have very stressful days, when I have lack of sleep, or when I take a hit off of a primatene inhaler.
These last two months my anxiety has reared its ugly head with my mother moving to another town, sickness in the family, and my husband losing his job. I have been waking up here and there with a racing heart and this seems new although maybe I just never noticed before. As you know, our anxiety makes us super focused on physical happenings much more than normal. My irregular heartbeat has reared its ugly head again. I can't seem to convince myself that this is nothing new. Instead my head says this is different or rather the anxiety. I went to the doctor again. A new one and she said she was sure it was anxiety and prescribed me Buspir 15 MG for morning and evening. Also a beta blocker to take once a day. The beats got more regular and was only feeling a hiccup here and there. Then, a week later, back again and after two days of non stop skipped beats Dr. Google convinced me I needed to go to the emergency room as I was in danger of a stroke. The emergency doctor was kind and proactive. He had me on an EKG. He took my blood. He did an xray. He told me my bloodwork was great. My heart looked great. My lungs looked great. He told me if things got worse to come back and he would get me taken care of. But the irregular heartbeats kept going and all I could think was I should have told him irregular heartbeats instead of palpitations. A week later and they seem to come and go. Sometimes they happen after I eat. Sometimes they just show up out of nowhere. Sometimes I have a whole day without them. I haven't had any major anxiety since the emergency room visit. But the voice in the back of my mind says if this goes on I will surely die. I don't currently have insurance. I can't get on medicaid because of my husband's unemployment. Can anyone relate or does anyone have any advice? Could this be hormonal? Does anyone have any suggestions? I should also add that I have started taking magnesium which seems to have calmed them but not completely eliminated them. I can feel them fluttering in my chest as I write this.. woke up with them today and it is such an uneasy feeling.. I am desperate for any support or advice. Thank you!!