This is so hard. We just have to ride it out. I am so scared because my best friend is presumed positive. I have loved ones working in hospitals that have run out of PPE for them. The situation in the city is so scary. My friend hasn't been able to get tested but has been very sick for 3 weeks and told to isolate unless she needs to call 911. I'm trying to unclench all my muscles and relax, but this is so hard. Knowing this isn't even the apex yet. Guys, I am terrified. It feels like I am being battered by a storm and I don't know when it will end or what will be left when it does.