i had this experience myself. I came home early from Spain. I really tried, but it was too difficult with my mental health to be away at this point and see so many happy families around meTrue problem is I can’t handle the anxiety feelings when out. I experience it and hate it so it puts me off going out. I went on holiday in March was so anxious I stood worrying feeling spaced out anxious and awful. I just want to stay indoors and be safe going out makes me scared I know it sounds trivial but how can I get out and about more?