I started trying to fix life again in may and was having a lot of anxiety then right after my dad was told he had cancer under his tongue and it’s been hell since. He has had all these appointments and still hasn’t had treatment but the drs think he will be ok. All this just making my anxiety worse knowing how scared to death I am of diseases. The past month and a half I feeling like I’ve been feeling lost more than ever before. I have signed up for talkspace though trying to figure out the $$$.I’m not very hopeful for this to work I don’t think they’ll be able to handle all I need help with. Also I don’t know which anxiety to start with but I’m gonna try. I feel more sad about everything my desire to be loved has been really bothering me. I still receive the message online even watching things on tv that even if I fix life that if ever meet a guy my age is gonna be a thing I get rejected for. It’s stupid but it’s the way a lot of guys are. I have a lot of things to fix and time keeps going fast how am I realistically gonna fix myself and find a good guy before it really too old and not able to have a kid I do want some even one is good. I feel like I have a time limit till I’m not in my 30s anymore and I really be alone. I really don’t know where to begin. Any advice
The more I try to fix things the more anxiety gets worse and I’m tired of it
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