Hey guys surprising if have been doing well. Dealing with not they best of marriages and working on it to make it better and its been going ok. Been feeling confident and all that good stuff. Tonight I was rubbing my neck and it felt a ball right where my collar bone and neck meets. I have felt something similar over the years had it checked out thet said if wad normal. Today its a lot bigger than it had been and feels wierd. So my world is crashing done convinced I have cancer. I am scared and this time I have lost all my progress. Damn I hate this ****.