I have a 2/19 (next Monday) pelvic and abdominal u/s scheduled but drinking myself literally crazy checking for spotting every 30 minutes for the last 10 days. Every little thing screams cancer to me and I don’t think I can last until next Monday. I’m a complete mess. A few days ago, I was feeling positive, but I saw a dab of pink when I wiped today and lost my mind. So scared of the results so I want to keep the original appt but want to know what’s up asap too. I just want to have a good year, my son is graduating from high school in May, I don’t want to be sick…I know I sound insane right but no one but you guys would understand…