SuperAnxious
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Hi all. I am new here. I am just sharing my experience since reading all these posts did make me feel better. Hopefully somebody can also relate to my problem and perhaps we can help each other.
I have always been anxious. When I was a child I would panic if my dad would come home a bit later from work. I would cry and think he would never come back. My mother used to go crazy and as a result I was even more scared.
After my grandma died of a sudden heart attack at the age of 61 it got worse. I was 15 at the time and panic attacks were constant as well as super bad/horrible/terrible sticky intrusive thoughts. I am now 37 years old, married and with 2 beautiful kids but Health Anxiety is getting out of control.
For the past 2 weeks I have had a weird shortness of breath that won't go away. It's not terrible but every now and then I feel that I am running out of air, especially if I am speaking or eating. I have already seen 3 doctors including a visit to the ER and tests all came back normal. I had an ECG, 02 chest X-Rays, countless blood tests and they all came back normal. No blood clot, no issues with the heart of lungs. Also just 2 months ago I had a abdominal ultrasound and it came back fairly normal, not to mention that my cholesterol is fine, as well as my blood pressure and oxygen levels.
However I can't stop thinking there's something wrong with me. My head now thinks that no doctor in the face of the earth will be able to find out what I have and that this shortness of breath will NEVER go away. My anxiety then spikes and I catch myself crying to my mom over the phone who lives in a different country and can do nothing about it.
I live in Canada and even though I LOVE this country the medical system is a bit solid/rigid. In my opinion I should see a cardiologist, lung specialist, ENT, gastro specialist, etc, but I can only see these professionals is my family doctor gives me a referral. Since he knows how anxious I am he won't do it and keeps blaming my shortness of breath due to my anxiety issues.
Other than my shortness of breath, the only other symptom I have is heartburn and bloating. I keep thinking I have sleep apnea or any other heart conditions. This is killing me inside and now affecting my family and work performance.
Does anybody relate to that or had a similar situation in the past ?
Thanks and sorry for the super long post...
I have always been anxious. When I was a child I would panic if my dad would come home a bit later from work. I would cry and think he would never come back. My mother used to go crazy and as a result I was even more scared.
After my grandma died of a sudden heart attack at the age of 61 it got worse. I was 15 at the time and panic attacks were constant as well as super bad/horrible/terrible sticky intrusive thoughts. I am now 37 years old, married and with 2 beautiful kids but Health Anxiety is getting out of control.
For the past 2 weeks I have had a weird shortness of breath that won't go away. It's not terrible but every now and then I feel that I am running out of air, especially if I am speaking or eating. I have already seen 3 doctors including a visit to the ER and tests all came back normal. I had an ECG, 02 chest X-Rays, countless blood tests and they all came back normal. No blood clot, no issues with the heart of lungs. Also just 2 months ago I had a abdominal ultrasound and it came back fairly normal, not to mention that my cholesterol is fine, as well as my blood pressure and oxygen levels.
However I can't stop thinking there's something wrong with me. My head now thinks that no doctor in the face of the earth will be able to find out what I have and that this shortness of breath will NEVER go away. My anxiety then spikes and I catch myself crying to my mom over the phone who lives in a different country and can do nothing about it.
I live in Canada and even though I LOVE this country the medical system is a bit solid/rigid. In my opinion I should see a cardiologist, lung specialist, ENT, gastro specialist, etc, but I can only see these professionals is my family doctor gives me a referral. Since he knows how anxious I am he won't do it and keeps blaming my shortness of breath due to my anxiety issues.
Other than my shortness of breath, the only other symptom I have is heartburn and bloating. I keep thinking I have sleep apnea or any other heart conditions. This is killing me inside and now affecting my family and work performance.
Does anybody relate to that or had a similar situation in the past ?
Thanks and sorry for the super long post...