NuckingFutz
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So short back story,
I got into some trouble a while back, went for a few drinks with some guys from work. Needless to say I made some very irresponsible decisions and was arrested for DWI 1st offense. I’m not looking for any sympathy for what I did, I know it was wrong and should have never happened. Luckily nobody was hurt (including myself). But ever since I’ve have felt the lowest of the low, this giant dark cloud is constantly following me around, I feel lost, I feel like I honestly won’t survive this. I have let my wife down, I’ve let my daughter down, I’ve let my entire family down. All I’ve wanted to do since is try and sleep, but I can’t sleep or eat or function at all.I don’t really know what I’m looking for by posting this. I’ve always dealt with anxiety and depression issues but this is like nothing I’ve ever experience in my life. I feel like my life is over. Worried my wife will leave me. It’s all bad. Moral of the story don’t EVER do what I did!!! Please let this be a lesson to all of you! If I make it through this I’ll never drink another drop. Again not looking for sympathy for my actions, just know that I’m living a literal hell right now...
I got into some trouble a while back, went for a few drinks with some guys from work. Needless to say I made some very irresponsible decisions and was arrested for DWI 1st offense. I’m not looking for any sympathy for what I did, I know it was wrong and should have never happened. Luckily nobody was hurt (including myself). But ever since I’ve have felt the lowest of the low, this giant dark cloud is constantly following me around, I feel lost, I feel like I honestly won’t survive this. I have let my wife down, I’ve let my daughter down, I’ve let my entire family down. All I’ve wanted to do since is try and sleep, but I can’t sleep or eat or function at all.I don’t really know what I’m looking for by posting this. I’ve always dealt with anxiety and depression issues but this is like nothing I’ve ever experience in my life. I feel like my life is over. Worried my wife will leave me. It’s all bad. Moral of the story don’t EVER do what I did!!! Please let this be a lesson to all of you! If I make it through this I’ll never drink another drop. Again not looking for sympathy for my actions, just know that I’m living a literal hell right now...