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They're like shark's teeth, I stop worrying about one thing and another one takes position right behind the former. I hate it
Anyway, back again with another cause for worry, atleast for myself. But before that. An update on the issues I had with "IBS" worries. Things have improved. But I still feel really gassy, or the feeling like I have to use the bathroom but when I try to go, all I get is gas. It doesn't worry me as much as it did back then. But it sure is irritating, especially when I try to sleep. I've suspected it might be partly due to me taking sleep medication, unfortunately because of how anxious I get. Not just about health but in general I am very anxious and stress out very easily. I take sleep meds quite often. And I've read they can really screw with a lot of things.
Anyway, on to my current issue. So, I've had little bumps on the inside of my lip all of my life, they aren't hard or cyst / tumor like, they're mobile, I can move them with my tongue and they're soft, and they're relatively uniform in arrangement, I can usually find them in one spot and track another one in pretty much the same spot on the opposite side of my mouth, they've never hurt unless i'd bite the inside of my mouth while eating. And people have told me it's nothing to worry about, and for the most part they haven't caused me any worry. As I've lived with them as long as I remember. But a couple days ago I noticed another one on the top left of my top lip. And I don't remember it being there.
It's just like any of the other ones, it doesn't hurt, though i'm sure if I poke at it enough because it's freaking me out it'll start aching and cause me to panic like always, it's mobile and soft and I found another one that I've known was there on the opposite side. It's not the object that has me worried. It's the fact I don't remember it being there.
Despite worrying about my health for a very long time. Cancer surprisingly never was one of the biggest things I was afraid of. It's always been heart problems as my biggest fear. And dying under surgery. But never cancer. The only time I was really really worried about cancer was when I found lymph nodes around my nipple when I was a kid and thought I had breast cancer. And I don't even know if i'm worried about cancer now, it's just not knowing if it was there or not. Maybe it was and all the stress and anxiety I've been going through caused me to forget about it. I dunno.
Anyway, back again with another cause for worry, atleast for myself. But before that. An update on the issues I had with "IBS" worries. Things have improved. But I still feel really gassy, or the feeling like I have to use the bathroom but when I try to go, all I get is gas. It doesn't worry me as much as it did back then. But it sure is irritating, especially when I try to sleep. I've suspected it might be partly due to me taking sleep medication, unfortunately because of how anxious I get. Not just about health but in general I am very anxious and stress out very easily. I take sleep meds quite often. And I've read they can really screw with a lot of things.
Anyway, on to my current issue. So, I've had little bumps on the inside of my lip all of my life, they aren't hard or cyst / tumor like, they're mobile, I can move them with my tongue and they're soft, and they're relatively uniform in arrangement, I can usually find them in one spot and track another one in pretty much the same spot on the opposite side of my mouth, they've never hurt unless i'd bite the inside of my mouth while eating. And people have told me it's nothing to worry about, and for the most part they haven't caused me any worry. As I've lived with them as long as I remember. But a couple days ago I noticed another one on the top left of my top lip. And I don't remember it being there.
It's just like any of the other ones, it doesn't hurt, though i'm sure if I poke at it enough because it's freaking me out it'll start aching and cause me to panic like always, it's mobile and soft and I found another one that I've known was there on the opposite side. It's not the object that has me worried. It's the fact I don't remember it being there.
Despite worrying about my health for a very long time. Cancer surprisingly never was one of the biggest things I was afraid of. It's always been heart problems as my biggest fear. And dying under surgery. But never cancer. The only time I was really really worried about cancer was when I found lymph nodes around my nipple when I was a kid and thought I had breast cancer. And I don't even know if i'm worried about cancer now, it's just not knowing if it was there or not. Maybe it was and all the stress and anxiety I've been going through caused me to forget about it. I dunno.
