My last 6 months were quite good, despite my depression. I could go out more and meet new people. Met a wonderful person. But now I have the feeling that its getting worse again. It's getting harder to get out of my bed again. I don't want to loose him but I feel that i loose my strength and fall into my depression again. I have not told him about my condition, because I fear that it might scare him away. I don't know what to do.