It appears that I am experiencing my 6 month wave of feeling panic and I mean the constant feeling of it. I remember when it was the constant dizziness and the constant feeling of detachment from the world the constant feeling of shortness of breath. I can't do it anymore! I can't live this way! I can't and I won't! I understand now why people consider suicide. All I want is to be happy and have a normal life where I can go more than 10 miles away from home and not panic. I am trapped and I am also treatment resistant. What kind of shit is that? I am trapped in this world of fear and uncertainty. I cannot do this anymore. I just can't! I'm supposed to just suffer? And let it ride until it's gone for 6 months and I start to feel safe again. And just to have it taken away again ? I hate this. It's not fair. I need your advice guys more than ever. Please.