So I’m still struggling with this. Booked a few trains to go on holiday for next year. Changed all them a few times some it costs to change the train. So can get quite expensive my head says can’t be bothered need more time between the holiday or the cost is too high. All sorts of reasons bed bugs or stuff I see on news. My ocd has been notably worse thinking my microwave is contaminated or anything I eat. Could this be having an affect on my decision making? I get myself in a right pickle trying to decide where to go. Booking a holiday becomes a stress. What can I do to relax?