I went on holiday for a week this week due back today but I have another booked in 5 weeks abroad same place but I don’t feel like going. Problem is I am anxious and feeling bad if I rearrange or delay to a later date? Usually I tend to give it a little bit if a bigger gap my last one was February before this. I use to manage 4 or 5 per year but right now I don’t feel im enjoying going away that much. I’m trying to understand why but can’t?