Yesterday I was absolutely fine. I managed to get some work done and not focus too much on my own thoughts. The moment I sat down in the couch, I began itching terribly all over my body and now my lymphoma fear is back in full force.
I have 2 swollen lymphnodes in my neck, the doctor says they are fine and isn't concerned about them. I have also been experiencing weight loss (around 10 pounds since the start of december), but my doctor contributes it to my health anxiety. I have been eating absolute junk food the last few weeks to get my weight back up, but it just won't.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I try to seek reassurance everywhere I go, but my anxiety comes back everytime. This is really a terrible way of living...
I have 2 swollen lymphnodes in my neck, the doctor says they are fine and isn't concerned about them. I have also been experiencing weight loss (around 10 pounds since the start of december), but my doctor contributes it to my health anxiety. I have been eating absolute junk food the last few weeks to get my weight back up, but it just won't.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I try to seek reassurance everywhere I go, but my anxiety comes back everytime. This is really a terrible way of living...
