PRguru_cfj
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I am in collage, twenty four years of age, and is border line suicidal at times. But sometimes I'm strangely happy. Guess that's what Gemini"s are. Thease past youlears ever since high school I feel depressed and I feel like I can not contribute anything to society. During the day I am fine butat night. I am angry depressed, sad and suicidal at times but I am good at hiding and running.
I am a coward and I accepts any punishment as such. I have no job, can't drive, can't even speak Spanish as well as I should, lazy, mistrustful, selfish, ugly, and above all worthless on anything I try
I am thinking of suicide and I know it's bad and I k ow its gonna hurt a couple of people, but I stopped beliving in anything.I even started not believing in god anymore because of my depression. So I ask all who can listen. What can a sorry sack of **** like me do to make me stop feeling this way I am at the point of not trying anything and just giving up which us nothing new I am a burden and a fool who deserves to die. I am at the point that I think I am worth nothing and I will die being. Nothing. Talentless and a clown that everyone laughs at and avoids.
I am a coward and I accepts any punishment as such. I have no job, can't drive, can't even speak Spanish as well as I should, lazy, mistrustful, selfish, ugly, and above all worthless on anything I try
I am thinking of suicide and I know it's bad and I k ow its gonna hurt a couple of people, but I stopped beliving in anything.I even started not believing in god anymore because of my depression. So I ask all who can listen. What can a sorry sack of **** like me do to make me stop feeling this way I am at the point of not trying anything and just giving up which us nothing new I am a burden and a fool who deserves to die. I am at the point that I think I am worth nothing and I will die being. Nothing. Talentless and a clown that everyone laughs at and avoids.