I had a pretty good year last year. Rarely ran to a doctor and only had a few worries in between, but nothing that consumed me. I took care of some important appointments - skin doctor, mammo, gyno, eye doctor, etc. I decided to lose weight and get over some of my fears (flying) and just live more. But it almost feels too good… like I’m waiting for the horrible diagnosis to ruin everything. A spot on my back keeps going numb, I’m freaking myself out over having ovarian cancer, I keep getting palpitations and I feel like there’s something wrong with me, I just don’t know what.
In the past, once I got doctors appointments out of the way, I would be fine. Not this time. Anyone else triggered by life being good and feeling like you’ll lose it?
In the past, once I got doctors appointments out of the way, I would be fine. Not this time. Anyone else triggered by life being good and feeling like you’ll lose it?