hi guys,
today i walked down to my peaceful place to journal about something that i have been struggling with. mentioned in previous threads i think its the one before this and the one after.
i have nearly solved the problem but the thought still gets to me at times. I can accept the fact that she is not here with my rn and one day i can meet her. the thought isn't strong in my mind but i can't accept the fact that she could get a boyfriend which will be hard on me as i have intense feelings when i love something or someone so much. which it will take me like a few days to get over.
i have deleted everything that reminds me of her.
i also took a break from her like UN followed her on instagram but going to follow her back when i am ready.
but my question is does anyone else experience intense feelings ?
my illogical mind is telling me that i can't accept the fact that we cant be together lol
today i walked down to my peaceful place to journal about something that i have been struggling with. mentioned in previous threads i think its the one before this and the one after.
i have nearly solved the problem but the thought still gets to me at times. I can accept the fact that she is not here with my rn and one day i can meet her. the thought isn't strong in my mind but i can't accept the fact that she could get a boyfriend which will be hard on me as i have intense feelings when i love something or someone so much. which it will take me like a few days to get over.
i have deleted everything that reminds me of her.
i also took a break from her like UN followed her on instagram but going to follow her back when i am ready.
but my question is does anyone else experience intense feelings ?
my illogical mind is telling me that i can't accept the fact that we cant be together lol