I've always had anxiety. I was on Buspar from 2013-2017 after my first daughter was born. It helped so much! I was happier, still had the occasional issue with anxiety though it was something I could handle. Found out I was pregnant in 2017 so I stopped my meds. PPD and anxiety have been slowly creeping up since having my youngest. A headache in October sent me over the edge and my anxiety has been spiraling out since. Tried buspar twice since then. And both times I felt awful and sick and paranoid. Havent taken anything since Friday. But last night I woke up in the middle of the night full of panic! Sick to my stomach, heart pounding, shallow breath. And I'm still feeling uneasy, tense, and sick.
Just feeling hopeless. Nothings going to help. And I just cant live like this anymore.
Just feeling hopeless. Nothings going to help. And I just cant live like this anymore.