Fear of relocation, high walls

[Claraviolet]

I hate new places. I don't like the change in the first place. If that new place got really high walls, then I would like they are suffocating me to no end.

I feel like drowning and it's hard to explain it in words. I want everything to be done in an order. If someone messes up that order by making new plans, I would feel trapped.

So, anyone here experiences this?

 

[janemariesayed]

Yes, I do! ....and hi @Claraviolet, nice to meet you. I don't mind the high walls if they are around a garden because I like to be private. I don't like people to see me. Although I can be messy I like things to be spic and span but I don't have the willpower all of the time.

If I have to go out, I don't like it to be sudden. I like to know in advance so I can prepare myself. If I get called out without much notice I make excuses that I can't make it. It's true too. When that happens I get panicky and anxious.