Hi.
This my first time here. I'm 25 year old guy with severe problems. My childhood was awful. Toxic mother supported by an even worse grandmother. Father left me before my birth. I was also bullied in the primary school. Never had a job. Never had a true friend. In one word - hell! And I need help now from you guys. English is not my native language so be patient with me. Thanks in advance.
First question.
How to stop this fear, this thought that I will go blind? I went to the ophthalmologist five days ago and he said that my eyes are ok but I don't trust him. Something is saying to me that he is wrong, very wrong and that I will lose my sight very soon. This tortures me almost every single day. And this is not all. But let us start with this problem.
Any advice? I am open for everything.
This my first time here. I'm 25 year old guy with severe problems. My childhood was awful. Toxic mother supported by an even worse grandmother. Father left me before my birth. I was also bullied in the primary school. Never had a job. Never had a true friend. In one word - hell! And I need help now from you guys. English is not my native language so be patient with me. Thanks in advance.
First question.
How to stop this fear, this thought that I will go blind? I went to the ophthalmologist five days ago and he said that my eyes are ok but I don't trust him. Something is saying to me that he is wrong, very wrong and that I will lose my sight very soon. This tortures me almost every single day. And this is not all. But let us start with this problem.
Any advice? I am open for everything.