BejeweledMexican
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Y'all I honestly feel like I've had a good handle on my anxiety over the past 2 years but this hiccup has me feeling CRAZY. First off, my left eye only has been twitching for over a month now. I'm not talking multiple times a day but to the point where I can at least point out like 2 or 3 times where it happens. Only my left eye! Especially seems to happen when I rub it or sneeze....so weird. Then to top it all off I feel like my blood pressure is literally through the roof. My cheeks become super red and hot and I feel sleepy and like I'm just about to lose it. Normally it goes away after like an hour or 2 but it's still really concerning! I just feel like such a hot mess.
I'm traveling a lot for an internship, my boyfriend of almost three years is moving 10 hours away, and I'm about to graduate with my Master's in less than a month. You would think that I would be stressed but other than these physical things I feel perfectly fine and at peace. I'm just so scared since high blood pressure is the 'silent killer' but also like....WHY THE HECK WON'T MY EYE STOP TWITCHING?!?!?! LOL.
I'm a mess.
Such a mess.
Also forget to mention that when my blood pressure feels high I get this somewhat painful bulging feeling in my neck. I'm so freaked out that it's a blood vessel heading to my brain about to kill me. So ya know....totally fine over here. Totes fine.
I'm traveling a lot for an internship, my boyfriend of almost three years is moving 10 hours away, and I'm about to graduate with my Master's in less than a month. You would think that I would be stressed but other than these physical things I feel perfectly fine and at peace. I'm just so scared since high blood pressure is the 'silent killer' but also like....WHY THE HECK WON'T MY EYE STOP TWITCHING?!?!?! LOL.
I'm a mess.
Such a mess.
Also forget to mention that when my blood pressure feels high I get this somewhat painful bulging feeling in my neck. I'm so freaked out that it's a blood vessel heading to my brain about to kill me. So ya know....totally fine over here. Totes fine.