Somehow I'm able to refresh my mind everyday to where I'll get back up and go to work again tomorrow, but it's getting more difficult to do it everyday. I'm in the worst of my anxiety right now. Came back with a vengeance after being gone for years. I remember a time when I had my first panic attack I'd apply for a job, get it, and then get freaked out on the way there and go back home. Stuck in the house daily. I was able to get over this the first time around but it seems to be much more difficult this time and I don't know if it's cause I'm getting older.. I don't know if it is due to the whole covid thing or what but getting up and doing daily activities are taxing. Especially work. Do I treat this anxiety like the anxiety and panic I had once before or go a different route. I'm just not sure anymore. I just wonder if subconsciously we all keep covid on the back burner which keeps us primed for anxiety everyday? Because it won't bother me at all but then it takes over for a day or too. But my hypochondria is getting worse. I don't Google anymore but as soon as I feel something in my body or in my brain, I lose it. I just don't want to have to quit my job over this. I know it will get better I'm just not sure how.