I wrote in previously about having an apparent endometrial polyp found during a fertility exam.. an HSG. The nurses assured me it’s not cancerous over and over again. I believed them and then my anxiety started getting the best of me. Today, I had a phone call appointment with my doctor who looked at the images and can’t confirm it’s a polyp. She said either a fibroid or polyp but most likely polyp. This purpose of this phone call was to make a plan for my next IVF cycle. I asked her just for peace of mind, if she thinks this is something malignant or a tumor? There was a long pause and then she said “Let’s hope not.” I started to panic and couldn’t get anything else out of my mouth. I’m so confused that the PA and nurse were telling me to not even let the word tumor cross my mind and that this was nothing and the doctor herself just says “let’s hope not” Those are two very different attitudes.
She isn’t sure it’s a polyp but she said it was sessile and the measurements were 1 x 9.. cannot remember if it’s mm or cm. I’ve had mild mid cycle bleeding for months. A transvaginal ultrasound in March found nothing. The nurse last week mentioned that isn’t odd at all because to diagnose polyps and other things, you need to use saline which wasn’t used in March. I understand endometrial polyps are usually not cancerous but she doesn’t know if it’s a polyp. So what is it?! This has made my mind wander and I’ve convinced myself it’s a uterine sarcoma. I didn’t even have to look that up because i know all about them from previous health anxiety researches. I’m calling the nurse team tomorrow but right now I’m trying to work my way down from a panic attack.
She isn’t sure it’s a polyp but she said it was sessile and the measurements were 1 x 9.. cannot remember if it’s mm or cm. I’ve had mild mid cycle bleeding for months. A transvaginal ultrasound in March found nothing. The nurse last week mentioned that isn’t odd at all because to diagnose polyps and other things, you need to use saline which wasn’t used in March. I understand endometrial polyps are usually not cancerous but she doesn’t know if it’s a polyp. So what is it?! This has made my mind wander and I’ve convinced myself it’s a uterine sarcoma. I didn’t even have to look that up because i know all about them from previous health anxiety researches. I’m calling the nurse team tomorrow but right now I’m trying to work my way down from a panic attack.