Grace360
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This fear is coming up again. Comes up whenever I think about how much sugar I ate in a day. Like what if I secretly have diabetes and then eat all this sugar and literally slip into a diabetic coma and die. It gets that intense, my fears.
It's not like its too irrational. My grandma has diabetes, my aunt does too. I went to the doctor once and all the lady said was "don't have too much fried chicken and sweet tea." Mind you that was when I was 12. I mean I don't think I've explicitly gotten tested for that except once. But since then I've had my blood drawn more than I can count. I mean, could they see if I had diabetes then? I don't know. A bunch of things I don't know. I mean, I don't think its normal. The amount of sugar I eat sometimes. Like, most of a sugar drink. Most of a bag of candy. Pastry. It just worries me. I don't know what's normal, just having a sweet tooth, putting me in danger.
It's not like its too irrational. My grandma has diabetes, my aunt does too. I went to the doctor once and all the lady said was "don't have too much fried chicken and sweet tea." Mind you that was when I was 12. I mean I don't think I've explicitly gotten tested for that except once. But since then I've had my blood drawn more than I can count. I mean, could they see if I had diabetes then? I don't know. A bunch of things I don't know. I mean, I don't think its normal. The amount of sugar I eat sometimes. Like, most of a sugar drink. Most of a bag of candy. Pastry. It just worries me. I don't know what's normal, just having a sweet tooth, putting me in danger.