- Aug 2, 2018
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Hi, I’m a teenager girl but I’ve been feeling down almost 24/7, and when I’m not down the feelings come soon. I’ve cut before, and I have some light scars, the only reason I’ve been clean is because my parents put up a security system and one of the places where they put a camera is in the kitchen, but when I cut I felt a sense of release, if only for a bit. I’m not sure I want to label myself as depressed though, because since I’m a teenager there are hormones running through my body. That’s what my parents said when I tried to explain that I wasn’t feeling okay, so I’ve never told anyone irl, and I don’t cry anymore. I used to cry a lot into my pillow, but now I’m almost afraid that if I start crying I’ll never stop, and the emptiness I feel afterwords is almost unbearable. The thing is, to everyone else I’m a happy person, and if you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to help bear the weight of your troubles, I’m there. But no one is there for me. Wtf am I doing I’m posting my whole life story.