Grace360
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Stupid, yes. But applicable.
My breathing is so weird. It feels as if it could stop at any second. I swallow a lot and then stop breathing as I do. It feels like its a hassle or struggle. Or that I need more breaths. Or that its laboured. Its generally uncomfortable. And makes me worry to no end.
Mostly because of this breathing pattern that develops when someone is going to die soon. And of course I think I have it. And sometimes, I get this raspy feeling in the middle of my chest that travels up and then stops. That doesnt happen as much anymore. But I worry. So, so much. I've had shortness of breath since november of last year. Gotten more bothersome. I went to the doctor lots of times. All of them said I was fine.
In total, I've gotten an ekg, an ecg, a chest x ray, a ct of my head, and multiple blood tests that tested the condition of my heart and lungs. Don't know which ones in particular. But I've had those, in totality. I just dont know. I'm worried it's something I don't know about. What I ate. And seeing teens die on those news stories possibly from things they didn't know about, or unknown conditions? Yea. I get really worried about that stuff.
So naturally. Sitting here waiting for my therapist and worried.
My breathing is so weird. It feels as if it could stop at any second. I swallow a lot and then stop breathing as I do. It feels like its a hassle or struggle. Or that I need more breaths. Or that its laboured. Its generally uncomfortable. And makes me worry to no end.
Mostly because of this breathing pattern that develops when someone is going to die soon. And of course I think I have it. And sometimes, I get this raspy feeling in the middle of my chest that travels up and then stops. That doesnt happen as much anymore. But I worry. So, so much. I've had shortness of breath since november of last year. Gotten more bothersome. I went to the doctor lots of times. All of them said I was fine.
In total, I've gotten an ekg, an ecg, a chest x ray, a ct of my head, and multiple blood tests that tested the condition of my heart and lungs. Don't know which ones in particular. But I've had those, in totality. I just dont know. I'm worried it's something I don't know about. What I ate. And seeing teens die on those news stories possibly from things they didn't know about, or unknown conditions? Yea. I get really worried about that stuff.
So naturally. Sitting here waiting for my therapist and worried.