Ever since the climate change issue has been brought into light more I've been overthinking and worrying about it and many other things such as nuclear war, natural disasters and pretty dumb stuff like the earth falling out of the solar system, flying into the sun or gravity not working anymore.
It's really scary to me just stopping to think about being on a massive rock flying trough space, it makes me feel how I imagine being carsick would make someone feel except I cant really stop the earth and get off!
I know most of these things are impossible but sometimes I cant stop thinking about them and the starry night sky isn't beautiful to me anymore, it's just terrifying. I also have fears about things like school shootings (Even though there haven't been any in my country, but there has to be a first, right?) buildings collapsing while I'm in them, fires (while I'm sleeping) and being raped/killed/mugged/kidnapped when outside, and now I've started to overthink things that could be a gut feeling or bad signs for things that will happen and it's gotten ridiculous to the point where I will not go to school because I had an unrelated nightmare that could mean the roof of my school will collapse on me or a slightly creepy drawing I made last year on the exact same date will mean the world will end on said date this year.
Most of these things have only really become a problem recently (over the course of last 5 months or so) and I have no idea how to deal with it and how worried I should be because I've had short phases like this before that I got over in about a month but now I don't know what to do since its starting to affect my studies and mess with my other issues.
I see a psychologist for my social anxiety and depression but I'm not sure if I should talk to her about this, I've mentioned a few of these things before and she told me I have a ''very vivid imagination and I'm not the kind of person who should watch the news a lot'' and even though she meant no harm by it, I feel uncomfortable talking about these things to her now and I'm not comfortable confronting her about it either.
It's really scary to me just stopping to think about being on a massive rock flying trough space, it makes me feel how I imagine being carsick would make someone feel except I cant really stop the earth and get off!
I know most of these things are impossible but sometimes I cant stop thinking about them and the starry night sky isn't beautiful to me anymore, it's just terrifying. I also have fears about things like school shootings (Even though there haven't been any in my country, but there has to be a first, right?) buildings collapsing while I'm in them, fires (while I'm sleeping) and being raped/killed/mugged/kidnapped when outside, and now I've started to overthink things that could be a gut feeling or bad signs for things that will happen and it's gotten ridiculous to the point where I will not go to school because I had an unrelated nightmare that could mean the roof of my school will collapse on me or a slightly creepy drawing I made last year on the exact same date will mean the world will end on said date this year.
Most of these things have only really become a problem recently (over the course of last 5 months or so) and I have no idea how to deal with it and how worried I should be because I've had short phases like this before that I got over in about a month but now I don't know what to do since its starting to affect my studies and mess with my other issues.
I see a psychologist for my social anxiety and depression but I'm not sure if I should talk to her about this, I've mentioned a few of these things before and she told me I have a ''very vivid imagination and I'm not the kind of person who should watch the news a lot'' and even though she meant no harm by it, I feel uncomfortable talking about these things to her now and I'm not comfortable confronting her about it either.