So, I have posted many times about how my anxiety has been a lot worse since last summer, to the point now where I am feeling more depressed than anxious. Anyway, I know it is not easy living with me like this. I mean it has been hard for me to really make plans and go anywhere major away from home since last summer. So my husband decided to go away with some friends of his, which is fine really, but it is a 9-day trip, and it costed quite a bit of money (for us anyway) and for months was planning and buying things and talking about it. I started feeling resentful listening to all of his plans when he knows I can't go and how bad I have been feeling. He just left me here by myself to go off and have an adventure. Is it wrong of me to be angry? I know he shouldn't be unhappy just because I am, but I feel like he is just thinking of himself and he doesn't want to be bothered with my issues. I guess I am jealous because I have not really had fun in so long and just to hear him talking to his friends on the phone about what they are going to do and constant planning, etc. makes me sad and a little angry and resentful. I spend my days cleaning, cooking, taking care of absolutely everything at home even when I feel terrible, and I guess it just sucks that I can never go away and enjoy myself.