- May 19, 2019
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Always scared of something. I hate this anxiety. Especially once night time comes around. I usually stay up until 5 AM or so. Just really late. Those late hours are the worst for my anxiety. I try to keep myself busy. Games on my phone, my favorite TV shows. But its never enough distraction to take away thoughts. Factor in depression, and I don't even feel good enough to do most of the things I love to do. My shortness of breath, always. Its common with being a hypochondriac, but I can never seem to rationalize. I always think yep, this is it. Also the weakness I get sometimes in my legs and arms. Weird feelings in my chest. Just not feeling good. Why couldn't my brain be wired normally? And just be content and okay? I can't even eat the cookie I wanna eat because I'm thinking about if someone poisoned it.