So I’m in the process of looking for a new and better job, as my girlfriend and I plan on moving states soon. That alone has been somewhat stressful. Now, I realized we’ve been cooking with these non stick pans with a good bit of scratches on em for a couple years now. I was reading that the chemicals and metals underneath can leach into the food and cause serious problems, so that’s been on my mind.
I’ve also been having headaches. They’re not particularly bad or even frequent, but I do notice them. It’s sort of alarming to me, because I feel like I’ve never been one to have a lot of headaches. I feel like I’m probably overthinking it, but I’ve always had a big fear of brain tumors. I also had COVID back in May.
Something that’s also been dwelling on me for a good while is alcohol. I never had a problem with it or anything, but during college, I realize now I drank entirely too much. It wasn’t like I had to drink, but everyone around me drank and that’s just what we did. It makes me anxious sometimes to think about how much we drank at times. I feel like I’ve only recently in the past year or two began to really understand how harmful alcohol can be. Now, though, I really only drank for the taste and drink very moderately - as in a bottle of wine a week with a beer or glass of wine or two extra occasionally. I’ve developed a big passion for wine, as in the whole experience, history, science, and culture behind it. It’s just every time I take a sip, I feel like I’m just slowly killing myself or like my excessive drinking from college has already doomed me in the future.
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I’ve also been having headaches. They’re not particularly bad or even frequent, but I do notice them. It’s sort of alarming to me, because I feel like I’ve never been one to have a lot of headaches. I feel like I’m probably overthinking it, but I’ve always had a big fear of brain tumors. I also had COVID back in May.
Something that’s also been dwelling on me for a good while is alcohol. I never had a problem with it or anything, but during college, I realize now I drank entirely too much. It wasn’t like I had to drink, but everyone around me drank and that’s just what we did. It makes me anxious sometimes to think about how much we drank at times. I feel like I’ve only recently in the past year or two began to really understand how harmful alcohol can be. Now, though, I really only drank for the taste and drink very moderately - as in a bottle of wine a week with a beer or glass of wine or two extra occasionally. I’ve developed a big passion for wine, as in the whole experience, history, science, and culture behind it. It’s just every time I take a sip, I feel like I’m just slowly killing myself or like my excessive drinking from college has already doomed me in the future.
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