A letter to anxiety.

[Concernedgal]

Dear Anxiety
You came along out of nowhere one day and changed my life forever .
You effect my life more than you realize.
I wish that you never came into my life..
Where did you come from?
I was living my life and minding my own business when you attacked me.
You made me dizzy ,lightheaded,and you made me think that I was going to die.
You have made me afraid of you more than i've ever been a fair of anything else.
I wanna go for a car ride.. your on my mind.
I wanna go shopping. Your on my mind.
I wanna laugh, I wanna just be happy but.
Here you are..
You won't go away .
Please leave anxiety.
I hate you .
Why do I let you take my life.

 

[janemariesayed]

This is really beautiful and so very deep @Concernedgal. Anxiety is just that as well. I know what has brought about my anxieties but I can't comprehend how confusing it must be to have come out of seemingly nowhere. Thank you for sharing this beautiful letter.

 

[LS Connection]

Very well written - took the words right out of my mouth

 

[Concernedgal]

This was written during my thought of suicide. Unfortunately. .. I have them a lot t lately.

 

[Purrple]

Wonderful

 

[Concernedgal]

Thank you and welcome. This life we lead is a difficult 1 and sometimes we lose hope because in a way...we have lost a small peice of ourselves and our peace of mind. It sucks but, we wake up and go on with our lives. Because we have to. We have people that love and care about us and yes...people that count on us. So although things get tough sometimes. .we must push on with our days