Joe diesel 09
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Hello. Anybody get to where you dont like being around people? Ive gotten to where i am much better totally alone. I work alone. Im a self employed diesel mechanic and often times when called to a breakdown, the customer wants to hang around and i find myself getting angry and anxious. Ive even started hiding my truck at my shop around back and leaving the front doors closed hoping people wont stop. I dont mind texting people, and most people today communicate through text but i do take calls and despise that as much as in person. Why? I used to love people. In my shop i want to be left alone. My middle boy moved to another town. We communicate often and on occasion he stops by for one thing or another and i even catch myself getting irritated with this! Its my kid whom i love with my whole heart! My wife stops by, she sits at the desk on her phone, she just wants to be near me, it helps her anxiety to be in my immediate vicinity she is a very loving wife, but i catch myself getting irritated with this too! Am i goin plum crazy? These are people i love.