Rainydays99
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Hi everyone. I feel slightly silly posting about this as the logical part of my brain is telling me it’s probably nothing. But the nagging anxiety is pushing me to reach out. I am hesitant to go to my doctor because I was there recently (for unrelated reasons) and mentioned I had been suffering from health anxiety for the past few months and I’m afraid she’ll just brush me off and tell me to go home if I go back now.
It all started back in August when I had a kidney infection. I took antibiotics and it went away. This started me thinking about my health. I then decided to see my doctor in September for some heart problems I’ve been having for a few years. She referred me to a cardiologist suspecting it could be POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome), a very common (and not dangerous) autonomic nervous system disorder. That is what my most recent appointment was for. While I was there, I mentioned that my right rib cage had been hurting on and off ever since my kidney infection and I was worried it might be something more sinister. She assured me I was fine and that it was probably just residual inflammation from my recent-ish infection but ran some bloodwork just incase. Bloods came back normal except for a slightly elevated lymphocyte percentage (54% when it should be between 18 and 47), but the absolute lymphocyte count was normal. In addition to this, my neutrophil percentage was slightly low (39% when it should be between 41 and 70). Again, absolute count was normal. WBC and RBC were also normal. This worried me, but my doctor seemed to think it was fine and didn’t mention it. If she’s not worried, I shouldn’t be right? Unfortunately that’s not how my brain works. A couple days ago, I found a tiny bump on the right side of my neck. It’s only visible in certain lighting when the shadowing is just right. I showed my mom and she said she could kind of see what I was talking about but that it was barely visible. To me, it seems incredibly noticeable, but that could just be my anxiety talking. I’ve been fixated on it for days and convinced I have lymphoma (despite not having any symptoms other than a tiny bump on my neck). I am 21 years old, and I know lymphoma is most common in my age range but I also know there are tons of reasons I could have this little bump and tons of reasons by bloodwork could be the way it is, but it’s hard to think rationally and not panic. Not sure what to do from here. If anyone has advice please feel free to share it!
It all started back in August when I had a kidney infection. I took antibiotics and it went away. This started me thinking about my health. I then decided to see my doctor in September for some heart problems I’ve been having for a few years. She referred me to a cardiologist suspecting it could be POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome), a very common (and not dangerous) autonomic nervous system disorder. That is what my most recent appointment was for. While I was there, I mentioned that my right rib cage had been hurting on and off ever since my kidney infection and I was worried it might be something more sinister. She assured me I was fine and that it was probably just residual inflammation from my recent-ish infection but ran some bloodwork just incase. Bloods came back normal except for a slightly elevated lymphocyte percentage (54% when it should be between 18 and 47), but the absolute lymphocyte count was normal. In addition to this, my neutrophil percentage was slightly low (39% when it should be between 41 and 70). Again, absolute count was normal. WBC and RBC were also normal. This worried me, but my doctor seemed to think it was fine and didn’t mention it. If she’s not worried, I shouldn’t be right? Unfortunately that’s not how my brain works. A couple days ago, I found a tiny bump on the right side of my neck. It’s only visible in certain lighting when the shadowing is just right. I showed my mom and she said she could kind of see what I was talking about but that it was barely visible. To me, it seems incredibly noticeable, but that could just be my anxiety talking. I’ve been fixated on it for days and convinced I have lymphoma (despite not having any symptoms other than a tiny bump on my neck). I am 21 years old, and I know lymphoma is most common in my age range but I also know there are tons of reasons I could have this little bump and tons of reasons by bloodwork could be the way it is, but it’s hard to think rationally and not panic. Not sure what to do from here. If anyone has advice please feel free to share it!