- Jan 19, 2019
Hi everyone, I am depressed today. I have no friends and I worry to much. I feel as thought people only treat me kindly because of my son. I do not feel like I am a good mom anymore nor do I feel as though I am a good person. I feel worthless and alone no matter what I do. I feel people do not understand me and yet I put a smile on my face everyday to make people think I am okay. I have played the game of pretend for far too long and now I am tired. As the days go on, I grow more and more tired and I am starting to sleep more and more. My bills are piling up as well as homework and my son is constantly calling my name. Last year i suffered two miscarriages, lost a job, lost my car and suffer from depression/anxiety. I will be in my mid-30's this year and I nothing to show as my life accomplishments. I am a veteran of the U.S. military but i feel as thought i am nothing. I am lost right now and do not know where to run! I hide away and cry most days so people cannot see me and pretend i am okay! How can I be okay?