why isnt God listening to me

[XmasCarol52]

I have been praying and praying it seems like I am not getting anywhere .Why is God doing this to me?I know it isnt his fault that we all have this rotten illness but sometimes it sure feels like it.I am getting so angry because I do know or understand what is happening to me I feel like I am crazy.Some days the anger is so bad I want to throw something but i do not because what good is that going to do me?Beside I am not a child my son calls it a tantrum well I had to straighten him out a few times.No it is not a trantrum it is part of my illness which for some reason I cannot control I am so angry at the doctors i go to because they just wont listen to me.When u tell them the meds dont work then why wont they listen?They just keep on giving us the same darn thing.Yes I am angry at God to.because I feel like he has abandon me.I just wish he would listen.I am sure I am not the only one who feels this way.Last night I got so sick I upchucked again,that is three time already in two weeks before it happened i got so light headed my nose filled up they say it is my gerd but sometime i wonder if part of it is my anxieties.God please help us all.

 

[God'sPrincesse]

I have been praying and praying it seems like I am not getting anywhere .Why is God doing this to me?I know it isnt his fault that we all have this rotten illness but sometimes it sure feels like it.I am getting so angry because I do know or understand what is happening to me I feel like I am crazy.Some days the anger is so bad I want to throw something but i do not because what good is that going to do me?Beside I am not a child my son calls it a tantrum well I had to straighten him out a few times.No it is not a trantrum it is part of my illness which for some reason I cannot control I am so angry at the doctors i go to because they just wont listen to me.When u tell them the meds dont work then why wont they listen?They just keep on giving us the same darn thing.Yes I am angry at God to.because I feel like he has abandon me.I just wish he would listen.I am sure I am not the only one who feels this way.Last night I got so sick I upchucked again,that is three time already in two weeks before it happened i got so light headed my nose filled up they say it is my gerd but sometime i wonder if part of it is my anxieties.God please help us all.

Oh Carol. I know EXACTLY what you're talking about. I question God all the time! I yell out to him like Im yelling at my cousins when Im angry. But my faith never seems to go away. Although sometimes I may feel like He is not listening, I continue to have faith in what He has in store for me. In a way I think our anxiety and mental illnesses is like a test. A test to see if we will be mad and run away from God or if we will continue to have faith in Him and continue to thank Him for the blessings He gave us and will continue to give us. I did alot of yelling and questioning God this past year. Why did I lose my job? Why can't I find a new one almost a year later? Why did my unemployment run out? Why did my mom lose her job after getting hurt at that same job? Why am I not eligible for Medicaid this year? Why do i have anxiety? With all the yelling and questioning I also did a fair share of thanking. Thank you God for allowing me to see another day. Thank you for my health. Thank you for the roof over my head, the clothes on my back, and the food in my stomach. Thank you for blessing me with amazing parents. Thank you for everything! I figure that if he didn't hear my cries of sorrow, which I know he did, Im sure he will hear my gratitude and praise. Cheer up Carol. And be strong. Don't give up please. He hears you.

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[XmasCarol52]

Oh Carol. I know EXACTLY what you're talking about. I question God all the time! I yell out to him like Im yelling at my cousins when Im angry. But my faith never seems to go away. Although sometimes I may feel like He is not listening, I continue to have faith in what He has in store for me. In a way I think our anxiety and mental illnesses is like a test. A test to see if we will be mad and run away from God or if we will continue to have faith in Him and continue to thank Him for the blessings He gave us and will continue to give us. I did alot of yelling and questioning God this past year. Why did I lose my job? Why can't I find a new one almost a year later? Why did my unemployment run out? Why did my mom lose her job after getting hurt at that same job? Why am I not eligible for Medicaid this year? Why do i have anxiety? With all the yelling and questioning I also did a fair share of thanking. Thank you God for allowing me to see another day. Thank you for my health. Thank you for the roof over my head, the clothes on my back, and the food in my stomach. Thank you for blessing me with amazing parents. Thank you for everything! I figure that if he didn't hear my cries of sorrow, which I know he did, Im sure he will hear my gratitude and praise. Cheer up Carol. And be strong. Don't give up please. He hears you.

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So true even though I am angry at God I still keep the faith hey I thank him all the time but only when something goes right.I just dont get why he gave us this grummy illness i know in a way it isnt his doing but sometimes it sure feels like it is.I wont give up it just gets to be very frustrating at times

 

[God'sPrincesse]

So true even though I am angry at God I still keep the faith hey I thank him all the time but only when something goes right.I just dont get why he gave us this grummy illness i know in a way it isnt his doing but sometimes it sure feels like it is.I wont give up it just gets to be very frustrating at times

Its very frustrating! I know. But you shouldn't be angry with God and you should thank Him ALL THE TIME. Even when things goes wrong. I also don't think He gave us this illness. God is a loving God. He is not of the bad but ONLY of the good.

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