Who here is sick of it?

[janemariesayed]

His logic was since my heart palpitates during a panic attack. .. then this would help. I had a bad feeling too that's why I didn't fill the prescription.... I suppose my intuition was right.

Yeah, I really think so! Your intuition was right. You were right to ask on here too! Although I think as it causes the heart to flutter and you already have a fluttery heart, I wouldn't advise it. I'm glad you've seen sense.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I went to a few therapists and all they would ever tell me is I have to get out more.How in the world am I suppose to do that?When I am afraid to even go outside.They just do not think sometimes.

 

[Concernedgal]

There something about being able to look at the walls that provides a sense of peace. When I look out at the wide world .. I know that there are just too many things that can go wrong. Other cars and being in a big building and wide open spaces period. Home is a place of certainty and predictably that I just can't let go of. The safety of home... . They call it agoraphobia. .. I call it .... sanity.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I hear what u r saying my home is for sure my save place.I still see letters at night and sometimes dots too

 

[Concernedgal]

What do you think it is? Are you taking sleeping pills and not falling asleep?

 

[janemariesayed]

I hear what u r saying my home is for sure my save place.I still see letters at night and sometimes dots too

What do you mean about seeing letters and dots at night? Do you mean in a dream or when you are awake? What kind of letters are they? Are they in colour and do they spell anything out?

 

[XmasCarol52]

I see them after I have closed my eyes for a few seconds always in black color.At night time.The doctor told me it was part of my anxieties.Sometimes I see just letters all messed up but I also have seen small sentences to,then there are times when all i see is black dots and I can see them moving until my eyes adjusts.

 

[XmasCarol52]

What do you think it is? Are you taking sleeping pills and not falling asleep?

Nope I just cannot get to sleep even if I leave the tv on .Last night I didnt get to sleep until 2 then I was awake by six that clearly is not enough sleep for me.

 

[janemariesayed]

Wow! And sometimes you see sentences as well! That is amazing and a little freaky! lol

The reason I asked is that if you see letters, I was wondering if they made any sense to you? As you see sentences they may well make some sense to you. Are they gobbledygook or are they coherent sentences. Your subconscious may be telling you something.

I am like this with dreams. I always look and see if it is symbolic of anything I can make head or tail of. I've been dreaming a lot lately but I haven't been able to remember them. It may be because of the Prozac I'm not sure. I thought the Prozac made you dream more and I am aware of having dreams. I'm just not catching them in time when I wake up. I tend to forget where my mind was when I have a dog's wet nose shoved in my ear!

 

[janemariesayed]

Nope I just cannot get to sleep even if I leave the tv on .Last night I didnt get to sleep until 2 then I was awake by six that clearly is not enough sleep for me.

If your pills aren't working Carol then tell your doctor about it. You may need a different brand to help you. Perhaps you have become immune to the ones you are taking.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I have told her about three times already and she isnt listening as usual.

 

[janemariesayed]

I have told her about three times already and she isnt listening as usual.

With all the complaints I have heard you mention about your doctor, I think you need to register with a different one. Or perhaps you could make an appointment when she isn't there. That way you will end up seeing a different doctor. You are entitled to a second opinion.

What is the matter with these doctors nowadays? Surely they must listen if something isn't working. It is their job to make sure that their patients get better. That means giving out the proper medication.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Since she is working for the state I have to stick with her.I just do not want to have to go out tomorrow.My stomach is in knots right now and i feel like I am about to jump out of my own skin.I just yelled for a second ever try to do something and the stupid f of a web page just sits there spinning and nothing is happening.I am trying to do a survey and ten minutes now just like last night the stupid thing is just spinning i need those points so i can get my ten dollar Walmart gift card.This place has had issues since last night no wonder why I yelled,I bet someone around here will go and shoot there big fat mouths off.If they had to live there lifes like i have to live they would just shut the hell up and mind there own business.I get so sick and tired of people around here wanting to know my business only one girl knows well actually three they just know that i have anxieties nothing else.They dont need to know.

 

[Concernedgal]

My mother in law is in the hospital for heart ailments and I feel like a bad person for not being there with my husband. I know how you feel about going out and being away from home. I need to be there and i'm too big of a chicken to go. I should be ashamed of myself.

 

[janemariesayed]

My mother in law is in the hospital for heart ailments and I feel like a bad person for not being there with my husband. I know how you feel about going out and being away from home. I need to be there and i'm too big of a chicken to go. I should be ashamed of myself.

I'm sorry you're feeling like that Sis! I understand how you feel guilty for not being there. Does your Mum in Law know how you suffer? You can maybe call the hospital and they will take the phone to her bed and you can talk to her. Or send her a flower delivery. There are ways that you can show you care. I'm sure your hubby made your excuses for you. Try not to feel so bad about it. You are sick and it isn't your fault. You can't help it.

 

[XmasCarol52]

This is what I did when my parents were in the hospital I called and they talked to me from there room.They know I couldn't come there to see them and a phone call was good enough just to show them I loved them and cared.I also sent them a card.

 

[Concernedgal]

She can't talk on the phone right now she's got complications from the operation. Fluid is building up around her lungs and she has a tube down her throat and a tube draining her lungs sticking out of her sides .

 

[XmasCarol52]

maybe you can send her a card Ido hope your mom feels better.

 

[XmasCarol52]

If your pills aren't working Carol then tell your doctor about it. You may need a different brand to help you. Perhaps you have become immune to the ones you are taking.

She asked me if I have been sleeping I said no she also is trying me out on buspar to go along with the klonopin to help me relax more.I was so darn shaking my legs were shaking like a leaf.Good thing they have a ramp I could use at the doctors office instead of that big step by the curb I have to use.I hear my new doctors office is so busy i hope it doesnt take to long to get in there I fi have to wait to long I dont know if i can handle it....

 

[Concernedgal]

Lord help me. buspirone hydrochloride. I don't k know how it will treat you however, it made me agitated and dizzy. But, to its credit... it kept the panic attacks away most of the time. Waiting is the hardest part but, do it anyway. .. Because you have to keep in mind that maybe this time they will figure it out and your life will be substantially better. I have an appointment tomorrow to get my heart checked. I figure that if I get my heart checked and everything turns out ok then maybe I will be more inclined to face my amaxophobia if i take away the fear of a heart attack.