Very Lost in Life

[lostguy]

I'm scared what will happen to me anymore only god know. I hate my life so much i get scared really quick i just finish college and did really good at it, but didn't land a job at all. I study everyday still nothing. And my brain or mind is telling me to hurt myself, I keep imagining myself dying like cutting my self when im holding a shar objects... car accident when im driving its just very scary now.. i don't know what to do, im sad all the time, I'm also scared that people will know that im very stress and depress and i knlw that's dumb, I pretend everyday that im okay and happy, but in reality no im not okay

 

[suzzeeb]

Everyone goes through scary times. You need to find someone to talk to as soon as you can. Make a counseling appointment, tell someone you are close to how you feel. Sometimes we need help in life - I know I do, and almost every one on this forum does or has.

If you are feeling this desperate, please reach out to someone as soon as you can. It will make all the difference in the world. Sometimes our brains need a little TLC when we get overwhelmed. That's what counselors, pastors, and even medication is for. The sooner you get help the sooner you will get back on track. I will be praying for you!

 

[MainerMikeBrown]

For many years I also pretended to be happy and okay, even though I wasn't emotionally. I sometimes acted sad (which I often was) while I was at my high school. But around my family, I acted happy just about all of the time.

But then when I was 21 years old, I got the help that I needed.

Lost Guy, you can get the help too.

Congratulations on succeeding in college, Lost Guy.

 

[lostguy]

Thank you guys for the advice. I didnt know it feels this good to open about my anxiety. But I just have a problem, I'm just so scared or maybe worried that my parents will know about my anxiety i've been fighting for almost 4 years now. My parents did everything for me, I don't want them to feel worry about me .

 

[suzzeeb]

I think your parents would want to know so they can help you and make your life better!

 

[Joshua1]

I'm scared what will happen to me anymore only god know. I hate my life so much i get scared really quick i just finish college and did really good at it, but didn't land a job at all. I study everyday still nothing. And my brain or mind is telling me to hurt myself, I keep imagining myself dying like cutting my self when im holding a shar objects... car accident when im driving its just very scary now.. i don't know what to do, im sad all the time, I'm also scared that people will know that im very stress and depress and i knlw that's dumb, I pretend everyday that im okay and happy, but in reality no im not okay

Do not hurt yourself, i myself have had 9 interviews, 6 this month alone and i have not got a job. People are telling my interviewers not to hire me. Negativity is strong in my life. I remain focused on my goals and also to love myself and be content with life now but demand and fight for changes. Keep fighting because change will come.