So the other day I was at a really low ebb. It seemed like I can't get therapy anywhere and I felt that God just doesn't want me to get help. Like I am supposed to suffer all my life to please some higher intelligence who hates me. So I phoned the crisis team and told them if I could find a home for my dogs then it's bye bye Jane. That got them all moving pretty sharpish. They phoned around everyone I've been trying to get therapy with and came to see me. They sent me a taxi which they paid for and took me to see a mental doctor. Yes, she must have been mad of sorts! (only joking) But, hear this, how is this for irony? I spoke with a lady on the phone about my fear of immigrants and the attempt to kill me in Egypt and what happened and how scared I am with all that is going on about that at this time. The lady suggested that I tell the mental health doctor about it so I agreed as it has gone towards my PTSD. So the taxi picked me up and took me to see this doc. OMFG! She was only a Muslim!!! What the F could I say? How could I tell a Muslim about my fear of Muslims? It really freaked me out and I thought, oh yep, this is going to be tara Jane tonight. BUT! She was as sweet as pie and brought up the subject herself. She was really easy to talk to, and as she was from the middle east (from Saudi) she understood all about the Muslim Brotherhood, she understood about having to go through the camp at Tahrir Square in Cairo, she understood the problems with my ex-hubs and how they think of us westerners. Wow! It was meant to be. All that time I have avoided talking to Muslims because of the murder attempts while I was over there was totally wrong. She was the best person to talk to. Then her boss came in to join us and listen in. He was a Muslim too and understood what I went through. So yesterday was a really positive day for me. I learn that sometimes we have to face the fear head on. They have given me a low dose 2mg valium and a low dose Prozac 20mg, because they considered me as a high riskWhat can I expect guys & gals? Anyone have any experience of these?