My mind is driving me crazy and making me think and even come close to believing completely irrational thoughts are actually true. My holiday season has been horrible. I have never struggled with anxiety and excessive worry and overthinking until now. Is it normal for teenagers to deal with this? These are supposed to be the happiest days of my life with no worries, but I’m ruining it for myself. Anyways my mind makes me think the craziest irrational things. A few weeks ago I was convinced I had gotten hpv from my girlfriend. I drove myself crazy over it. My mind constantly thought about it when I woke up, during the day, and at night before bed. It was nonstop. Next, my mind thought my girlfriend was unloyal. It tormented me over this even though I knew it wasn’t true. She has never done anything to be unloyal to me. My mind was making things completely different from reality. I laugh at how irrational my worry is getting for no reason. I also worried that I had cancer in my mouth because of how my taste buds looked. All I can say is that my anxiety and worry has gotten too out of hand. I’m going crazy over thoughts that are insanse and so far away from true.