bunglefever89
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So, I have quite a history with HA. In my very early 20's it was so bad, I ended up on NBC news via satellite because I was 100% convinced I had like 18 different types of cancer. Anyway, it's gone away for the most part, I'm almost 30 but old habits die hard. Like googling 
I've had chronic sinusitis for several months, I get a sinus infection/cold every 6 weeks or so and have been for nearly 2 years now. I also have very chronic and very dark depression. So that's cool. Anyway, on to the matter at hand.
Just a few days ago, I noticed the lymph node along my groin was protruding (and still is). It goes away when I sit/lay but it pokes back out when I'm standing. Now, a few nights before noticing it, I was lying in bed and that area started itching and as I was scratching I felt something that didn't belong. It was a tick! So I plucked the little SOB and disposed of it. The very next day I did a little "manscaping" around the area. I typically don't shave because I get ingrown when I do and I don't like them. So 2 days after trimming up, I feel/see the lymph node pop up. Now, my better common sense is telling me it's probably related to the hair I plucked/shaved being irritated. Buuuuut, of course when you google, the worst case scenario pops up and now I'm like "oh great, I've got the HIV". It's literally just the lymph node. I'm not losing weight, not having night sweats or headaches, not feeling malaise other than what my depression makes me feel, my workouts in the gym are harder and heavier than ever.
Anywho, I work 6 days a week and have no insurance. A little freaked out. Kinda' don't care either because death is inevitable.
Any thoughts on the matter or similar stories are appreciated.
I've had chronic sinusitis for several months, I get a sinus infection/cold every 6 weeks or so and have been for nearly 2 years now. I also have very chronic and very dark depression. So that's cool. Anyway, on to the matter at hand.
Just a few days ago, I noticed the lymph node along my groin was protruding (and still is). It goes away when I sit/lay but it pokes back out when I'm standing. Now, a few nights before noticing it, I was lying in bed and that area started itching and as I was scratching I felt something that didn't belong. It was a tick! So I plucked the little SOB and disposed of it. The very next day I did a little "manscaping" around the area. I typically don't shave because I get ingrown when I do and I don't like them. So 2 days after trimming up, I feel/see the lymph node pop up. Now, my better common sense is telling me it's probably related to the hair I plucked/shaved being irritated. Buuuuut, of course when you google, the worst case scenario pops up and now I'm like "oh great, I've got the HIV". It's literally just the lymph node. I'm not losing weight, not having night sweats or headaches, not feeling malaise other than what my depression makes me feel, my workouts in the gym are harder and heavier than ever.
Anywho, I work 6 days a week and have no insurance. A little freaked out. Kinda' don't care either because death is inevitable.
Any thoughts on the matter or similar stories are appreciated.