Well im back and i am 100% sure i have MS. Every symptom i have points ot MS. Im super scared but i just need to know so that i can start on the path of feeling better i guess. Monday i will finally have an MRI of my brain. And i guess im just preparing myself for the worst. I dont think this is anxiety anymore
I have extreme fatigue, muscle twitching, my vision gets weird sometimes like i cant focus right. Mild headaches and super tense, tight muscles along with feeling of weak muscles sometimes. that among other symptoms. I am so scared! i know i will be ok but its still scary. I have 3 kids, starting a new job soon. How will i live like this. I just want to cry but i put a smile on even though im sad and scared inside.
My gut tells me something is wrong with me. I just hope i have the strength to face it. I guess i have made it worst by googling again and watching videos and stories about MS. But like i said i feel like i have to prepare myself for this. If this was just anxiety, wouldnt i be able to turn off the symptoms or only feel them when im feeling "anxious"? and not feel these symptoms almost all the time. To top it off my therapist was garbage. She pretty much told me that what i described to her does sound like MS and started googling symptoms on her phone to tell them to me. It was ridiculous. She said i did not come across as an anxious person and that my symptoms were not normal :/ she sucked big time and put me in a worst mindset. Please i ask for prayers. I will come back sometime next week to update.
I have extreme fatigue, muscle twitching, my vision gets weird sometimes like i cant focus right. Mild headaches and super tense, tight muscles along with feeling of weak muscles sometimes. that among other symptoms. I am so scared! i know i will be ok but its still scary. I have 3 kids, starting a new job soon. How will i live like this. I just want to cry but i put a smile on even though im sad and scared inside. My gut tells me something is wrong with me. I just hope i have the strength to face it. I guess i have made it worst by googling again and watching videos and stories about MS. But like i said i feel like i have to prepare myself for this. If this was just anxiety, wouldnt i be able to turn off the symptoms or only feel them when im feeling "anxious"? and not feel these symptoms almost all the time. To top it off my therapist was garbage. She pretty much told me that what i described to her does sound like MS and started googling symptoms on her phone to tell them to me. It was ridiculous. She said i did not come across as an anxious person and that my symptoms were not normal :/ she sucked big time and put me in a worst mindset. Please i ask for prayers. I will come back sometime next week to update.