I feel stuck in life. I can’t move forward or backwards. I live in a very small town and to go do something new or different is like a 2 hour drive. My new life right now has been being with my girlfriend for 5 years. My old life was sitting at a bar by myself. Sometimes I miss my old life of being free. My new life has been good because I’m with someone and we’ve done a lot of new things, it’s better than being alone most of the time. I have a good job in my town so it’s hard to leave but it’s depressing without anything new to do, it makes me want to revert to my old life of being alone and depressed because it got me through the days by having no expectations. I feel depressed because I have nothing to do.