Drinking chamomile tea and parting it doesn’t take hold.Hope it's easing Kate. I tried the alphabet veg game with myself, I didn't think it would work, but I actually got quite into it. It did ease the tension
Praying I meant ffs cant typeDrinking chamomile tea and parting it doesn’t take hold.
Distraction does help but when there is nothing to do the anxiety comes back. Waking up with unknown how day is going to go is awful. Something I never thought about before. Days like yesterday I wanted to go to sleep so bad. Today I'm up and while nothing major yet I am still not at ease from yesterday's events. I know I cant control life and events and shouldn't worry and enjoy my life but the urge to worry about the unknown is so strong.It is just that, ups and downs. Its so unpredictable. We went to fairford airshow a few weeks ago and I didn't have one episode all day. I was a bit worried beforehand, with the amount of people that would be there, but nothing happened at all. I didn't even think about it. So I guess it's true, if you can immerse yourself in something, totally, it really does help. Obviously an airshow is not always handy, it's just finding something I guess.
Also I feel so guilty he told me when he went through it nobody understood. Which is true we were young in our 20s and I didnt have these issues. Very hard for someone to understand unless they feel it. I feel bad for not understanding back then as he does now for me. Another thing to worry about. It never ends.It is just that, ups and downs. Its so unpredictable. We went to fairford airshow a few weeks ago and I didn't have one episode all day. I was a bit worried beforehand, with the amount of people that would be there, but nothing happened at all. I didn't even think about it. So I guess it's true, if you can immerse yourself in something, totally, it really does help. Obviously an airshow is not always handy, it's just finding something I guess.
I have had some tough days. I barely made it through my son's birthday dinner and yesterday shopping for less than an hour for household items. I felt overwhelmed, nauseated, back pain, and dizzy. I dont know why all these symptoms as I had others but not back pain. That just started and feels like it's on fire. Maybe built up tension but really has me worrying. I am going to doctors office today to figure it out.I wish I knew what triggered it off. Started about 10pm last night. Always manifests itself with breathing issues, but obviously not really, but I focus on it. Get a little flutter just below my Adams apple, start thinking there's a lung problem, then a heart problem, possibly brain issue. It's ridiculous, after having so many tests quite recently. Will splash my face before I go to work. Thanks for your support, it has pulled me round