- Jun 12, 2018
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so here I am. Up late again thinking about what strain of cancer I have. I can’t take this anymore...I’m prescribed .50mg lorazepam (small dose due to breastfeeding) and I’m afraid to take it because I feel like it will poison my body in the long run...my kids are asleep and I so badly wish I could fall asleep because I need it. Today my fiancé was home for a while and took the baby so I could nap. I was so tired I could not physically keep my eyes open. I couldn’t stand either. So I laid down...my mind was racing...and then I woke up...I’m convinced I fainted or something from being so tired. Is this possible? I’ve got kids ages 8, 2 and 3 months and my fiancé works 12 hour shifts 5 days a week sometimes day sometimes night so I have the kids 90% of time. They hate naps so we don’t get those...and then at night when I have the opportunity to sleep I can’t because I’m afraid I’ll die in my sleep or just not wake up....especially after this fainting nap today. Anyone ever experience this?