So...Im sorry if this is going to sound dumb, or weird. But I want to get it off my chest.
My name is Mary, hi. And I have always liked watching tv shows a lot, is one of my favorite things to do.
The thing is that in the past I have had the bad habit of binging the show super quickly and then, at night, when I close my eyes, I can only see the characters of said show, or the usual location where everything takes place.
It has happened like two times in my life, it is pretty uncomfortable to keep having the images of the show stuck in my head when Im trying to sleep and trying to think about something else but I cant.
Its hard to explain and it sounds so dumb and unimportant. Just go to sleep anyways, who cares what you think of when you close your eyes?
I care, a lot. I never had insomnia or sleeping issues but I had always been kind of...afraid of sleeping since I was a child. Scared of having nightmares or waking up in another dimention hahaha
The thing is that last weekend my boyfriend and I finished watching Attack on titan (an amazing anime, btw) separated and calling each other on the phone. We binged the show and then, on sunday night, when I closed my eyes I could only picture the characters, the locations and I was scared of having nightmares about that world.
Im scared of the same thing happening today. I dont know why this happens to me, maybe is sensory overload, maybe it just has to do with my anxiety, or my period or the quarintine or everything combines. I dont know. I wish I could understand how my mind works sometimes :/
My name is Mary, hi. And I have always liked watching tv shows a lot, is one of my favorite things to do.
The thing is that in the past I have had the bad habit of binging the show super quickly and then, at night, when I close my eyes, I can only see the characters of said show, or the usual location where everything takes place.
It has happened like two times in my life, it is pretty uncomfortable to keep having the images of the show stuck in my head when Im trying to sleep and trying to think about something else but I cant.
Its hard to explain and it sounds so dumb and unimportant. Just go to sleep anyways, who cares what you think of when you close your eyes?
I care, a lot. I never had insomnia or sleeping issues but I had always been kind of...afraid of sleeping since I was a child. Scared of having nightmares or waking up in another dimention hahaha
The thing is that last weekend my boyfriend and I finished watching Attack on titan (an amazing anime, btw) separated and calling each other on the phone. We binged the show and then, on sunday night, when I closed my eyes I could only picture the characters, the locations and I was scared of having nightmares about that world.
Im scared of the same thing happening today. I dont know why this happens to me, maybe is sensory overload, maybe it just has to do with my anxiety, or my period or the quarintine or everything combines. I dont know. I wish I could understand how my mind works sometimes :/