rough day again

[Kari7495]

I'm trying to finally relax for bed and I have these electric shock feelings in my body and pins and needles. All my muscles have tightened up. I'm terrified again and wondering if it's a seizure.

I just cant sit still I'm shaking and my body feels so heavy. I cant stand this anymore it's awful. I cant even convince myself it's just anxiety

 

[bin_tenn]

Why are you worried about seizures? Is that a long time fear of yours, and you're terrified of the idea for some reason? Or do you actually have reason to think you're having seizures?

My cousin is epileptic. She takes medication and she doesn't have any real issues. I know everyone is different, but for what it's worth, when she has seizures they are not subtle. She's "here" and then she's "out".

 

[Kari7495]

Why are you worried about seizures? Is that a long time fear of yours, and you're terrified of the idea for some reason? Or do you actually have reason to think you're having seizures?

My cousin is epileptic. She takes medication and she doesn't have any real issues. I know everyone is different, but for what it's worth, when she has seizures they are not subtle. She's "here" and then she's "out".

I am 100 percent not having seizures but for some reason it just terrifies me. Being out of control of my body and the unknown. I dont get why I'm so fixated and terrified of them. I get symptoms that line up with seizure symptoms and then I completely unwind. I dont even understand myself anymore at this point. My therapist said I would probably never have a seizure but I cant let it go